Tested Today

I thought for sure I was reading the symptoms right.  I was certainly going things would turn out differently but I tested this morning and it was a BFN.  I am 12dpo and I know I'm slightly early on the testing but I needed to know before Christmas day.  Now I know exactly what to expect and can get on with the rest of the year.  January will mark 9 months of trying.  I certainly hope next year is better.