Christmas miracle or disappointment

I hate when test date is close to our on an important day!  Unfortunately or fortunately my test date is December 25.  I will be testing early in hopes to temper my mood for Christmas day.  I keep reminding myself that it might not be bad.  W was my mother's day baby out at least that is when I found out I was pregnant with him.  I think the vitex has made me somewhat gassy and bloated other than that I think I'm doing pretty good.  I am so glad to finally be in a 2ww.  The pressure to BD and worry about if I'll ever ovulate are lifted.  I don't think I have a lot of hope for this cycle but we will see.